Secret blogging

I have been trying to find time to blog again and it suddenly hit me. I have a problem of letting my wife know that I am blogging. For some reason, I just don’t want her to find out yet that I have been blogging.

The first thing come to my mine about letting her knowing it is her positive attitude about it:

“It is wonderful honey, what are you blogging about?”

“Wow, I like to read what you have read, I bet is great.”

“You should keep on blogging cause you are better than 97% of the people in writing (long story, maybe I will share about it someday).”

Don’t get me wrong, one of the reasons that my wife is my wife is exactly this, enthusiasm. My wife always call me the King of Discouragment (hence the title), and I always call her the queen of encourager. Being the polar opposite (or should I say complementary) of each other is something that we well aware of and treasure. There are, however, times that her positivity is just too much for me. Compounding the fact that she is an extrovert and I am more on the other side sometime will create an overloading kind of situation or me.

On any even deeper level, there are things that I don’t mind share with anyone else but her. I know it sound very un-loving but it is true. It is an issue that I think I need to ponder upon further before I can put my finger on it.

One more reason that I can think of Is that it is not something that I don’t need more pressure with. You know life suck as it is, no one need more pressure from doing something that is recreational. For me, blogging is my hobby (if it makes sense) and if she knows, I need to think about thing carefully instead of just type away. She probably ask me why I haven’t update, why I choose a certain topic, why this and why that. Let just say that I am not ready for someone to check on my hobby schedule yet.

Well, so consider whoever (if there is any) reading this lucky I guess, have fun and have more fun doing something else.


Chill