Thursday, October 11, 2007

Fantasy of the month

I often fantasize about different stuffs, situations, etc…… I am sure that most people do that too.

SO, I am fantasizing the other day, and I am honestly thinking that I am losing it.

Here we go:

I am working in a company (duh) and the company sends to work in a foreign country for a year (or more don’t really matter). So I get to live in a small apartment in a foreign city. Slowly I get to know the neighbour that lives beside me (a middle-age couple with no children for all who care). And I also get to know the owner of a book store that introduces me to some nice poem books.

YES, as I am saying, I am losing it.

Since I am in this nice topic of losing it, my paranoia seems to be acting up again after learned that there is a house get broke in very close by, sigh.

I am very restless for about 3 months now, maybe, just maybe, MIDLIFE CRISIS????? NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Talk about 3 months, after 3 months of self learning guitar, I still cannot play a decent song, I wonder am I on track (notice the non-disappointment).

Talk about learning stuff, learning new stuff is one of those signs of someone is having a midlife crisis. Wow, now that circle is complete.

My life is almost done now, you can stick a fork in it.

When you are well done, you are done.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

You write very well.

beljack said...

Thanks Emera