In the sea of chaos that actually the quiet before the storm

As "the day" is getting closer and closer, there seems to be more and more things that I suddenly "need" to do.

I finally go and put the car seat in yesterday, guess now I am ready if "the day" suddenly become sooner. Unfortunately, I still haven't buy a bed yet, which if "the day" really become sooner, someone has to sleep on the floor. My guess is that I will be the one that gonna sleep on the floor, even it is totally not my fault that for our bed-less situation.

One thing that I really need to be thankful is all the gifts and hand-down form friends and families, it really save us a boat load of money. To bad no one can hand me down a bed, well, maybe I need more friends? (Not that I want a used bed anyways).

I still don't know what should I be expecting except no sleep. Don't get me wrong, I have read some books and talk to a lot of people already. Maybe I am not "not knowing what should I expect" as much as I am "not knowing if I have all the bases cover so that I won't be totally taken by surprise".

As much as life sucks, I am hoping that this will not be a suck-y experience. I understand that my negativity leak out in abundant but I am not sure this is a good time for it, maybe this is my biggest challenge yet. I, however, still not buying that it will be a life changing one yet.


Chill (while you can cause you ain't gonna be chilling for the rest of your life)